A letter for my dearest daughter

My Dearest Zahara,

My daughter, my heart and soul. Today you are 10 months old and soon you will be 1 year old. Seeing you grow each and everyday is such a wonderful thing; that I am forgotten by how quickly time really flies. Lately you have learn to crawl very fast and mommy is there to watch you with all your move and lift you up whenever you fall. Soon you will learn to walk and soon we will be walking together holding each others hand. And I know, before I even realised you will be growing much more older and I will grow old to see you walk through the journey of your life and for that my daughter, there is nothing I wont do if you ever need me. I will walk with you my love; but If I am no longer in this world, remember I will still be there and be your guardian angel and speak to your heart whenever you need me.

Many parents said, seeing their children grow is such a beautiful feeling, and many said to be sad too to see them grow so fast. And to that my love, I feel the same way about you too my darling angel. In 20 years time, you will be 20 and I will be 50, and if this blog of the story of our journey together is still there, I want you to know that I am writing you this letter in one fine afternoon, with all the love in my heart for you, missing you so very much while you are at home and I am in my office.

Your smiles, your laughter, every voice you make are melodies to my heart. Words can't describe how lucky I feel to be your mother, to have carry you and given birth to a precious beautiful soul. You will be in my every prayers night and day, and I will always love you unconditionally till the very end of my breath, until I close my very own eyes.

P/S: I Love You Zahara


With Love

Mama

Tudung

These are pictures of Zahara in tudung. I find it very very cute. My sister always love to put her scarf on Zahara and they find it cutely hilarious (thats if the word 'cutely hilarious exists hehe). My poor baby not knowing what we're laughing about will usually ended up laughing together, as it says on these 3 pictures, hehehe

Lunch at Capers

One of our 'must-do-thing' nowadays is to always bring our daughter out either for breakfast or lunch (or sometime both) every weekend. Zahara loves going out and we never get the chance to bring her out often during the weekdays, especially when me and my husband doesn't have the same weekend except for sunday. So sunday will always be reserve for our small family, we were usually out the whole day and Zahara always ended up quite tired from the family outing. These are pictures of her at one of the restaurants in Brunei called capers :)

Our recording artist

These are pictures of Zahara wearing headphones. She's so into electronic gadgets especially her daddy's computers and love love love listening to nursery rhymes on youtube, how cute is that (for us anyway, hehehe)

9 months old

A precious little flower
that is in constant bloom
I watch as yet another milestone
around the corner looms.
It seems like only yesterday
that we shared a breath
but now it seems like tomorrow
you will leave and I'll be left.
A tiny little angel
that always is in flight
as soon as you came into my life
you brought me so much light.
Your beauty is so stunning
your smile makes me melt
I'm so proud to be your mommy
It's the best I've ever felt.
Oh perfect little princess
with you I'm so in love
every night before I dream
I thank the lord above.
How did I get so lucky
to have as sweet of a gift as you
If ever you should need me
there's nothing I wouldn't do.

Happy 9 months old my love,my life, my darling angel...

Cafe

We went for breakfast last week, and my husband took these picture of Zahara's enjoying her food. Zahara has grown up and its now easier to bring her to the restaurant as she can eat and sit upright as mention in my last post. One of her always-do-thing now is showing us an 'ugly face', as per recorded in this picture, and we find it very very cute and cheeky. Time really flies really quickly. My once tiny darling angel has got many facial expressions on her face now and whatever she did and do will always put a smile on everybody's face :)